2015

Hi! its been, what? 2-3 years? :)) Hows everything goin huh?

well anyway I just wanna add up somethin in here that I can look up to prolly 3-4 years later!

Everything seems fine except the fact that Cyrus is really no longer with us anymore; And one more thing; a kiddo was added February of 2012 by the name of EUAYN XANDREIS; she's soop bubbly, sweet and naughty; the kids are smart; they grew so fast; Hayyys;

Me and Dee are still together; Been with Sitel since 2013 and resigned just last May8 of 15;

I'm about to start in CVG by June of 22nd. Hoping everything will be okay; Its just 1 ride from here so travel wont be a problem;

Aright; I got a lot to say, till I write again! **

06-10-15

8:50A

UTOL

hayyyyy 40 days ni cyrus bukas...
tagal na pala no?

isang buwan na mahigit mula nung bumigay sya at abuhin.

sakit pa din sa twing maalala ko muka nya, boses niya, pagaaway namin at yung mga oras na nagkakasundo kami sa kalokohan...

hirap.:(
masakit.
masikip sa dibdib.

tuwing titingin ako sa mga pictures, bumabalik lahat ng ala-ala.
ala-ala na kapag inintindi, nakaraan na.. hindi na mauulit. kailanman.

paano nga ba, unti unting nadudurog puso ko kapag naalala ko si utol.
oras na pumatak na luha ko, di ko na mapigilan pa sarili ko.

ang hirap paniwalaan pero totoo.:|

pitong araw nalang pasko na...
unang paskong wala sya.:(

-18Dec2012/10:36pm-

Hooraah!

Ba't ganun.
Kung kailan masaya kayo, saka kayo babawian...

Ba't ganun.
Kapag umiyak ka, maya-maya mapapalitan din ng tawa...

Kahit saan na ko lumingon ngayon, kahit anong hanap pa ang gawin ko, wala na...
Wala na yung hinahanap ko.

Mahirap kwestyunin, pero mahirap din sa sarili ang paniwalain...
O Diyos Ko, bakit... Bakit ngayon na, bakit agad-agad...
Masakit, mahirap tanggapin, pero, wala eh! Ganun lang talaga ang buhay.

Buti na lang na-enjoy ni utol ang buhay niya...
Kahit na wala man kaming makitang pisikal na anyo niya,
ramdam namin sya kahit san kami magpunta...

"Tol! Kahit nasan ka man, alam naming nasa mabuti ka, nasa tabi ka ng Diyos nating Maykapal.."

For God so loved the world, He gave Us His Only SON...~

TEARS

Tears...
Tears of JOY.
Tears of SADNESS.
Mourning.
Weeping.
Hurt.
Love.
Hatred.
Expectation.
Lies.


All of these happens in just one situation.
:( The fact that you just keep on crying on things you don't really know.
The things that keeps your face covered with sadness and tears.


For all the things I've done.
I'm deeply sorry. :(
I don't know how I could sincerely offer my apologies to someone I can call as my SISTER.
My twin. :|
My best friend. :(
Why does everything has to be so harsh:(


I can't even imagine how to face her. :|


I'm speechless.
I dunno what to say.


All I know is that, my fault is just that I fell in LOVE.
Fell in Love with the wrong person. :(
But, that wrong person is the reason why I caught myself smiling with no definite reason. :|
The reason why I should keep on holding on.
The reason why I wanted to go home early just to have some time with him and my sister's kids.


He's the reason why I felt so much happiness again.


Hoping things would get better soon.
I don't want to lose her. My best friend.
So as him, my forever. :|
They're both important and I treasure them so much.


How I wish I could set everything on its good point of view. :/


PRAY Cy.
That's the easiest way to get guidance to Him.
You are everything to Him.
He's Your Father.
Your Guide.
Your Everything.
Walk unto Him.
He never fails to listen.


Learn from it  Child. :(
Everything's going to be fine.


CHEER UP.:)


-952011/11:18pm

Nearly there.

Ayokong isipin na di ko pa matatapos ang karerang ito.
Nakakaiyak, nakakalungkot.
Paano ba?
Ano ang dapat gawin para malagpasan ang finish line?
Saan ko dapat pagbutihan?
Saan dapat galingan?


Kailangan ko ng gabay.
Gabay patungo sa dulo.
Sana makatapos sa tamang oras at panahon.
Para rin sa sarili at sa pamilya.


Tiwala sa sarili.
Tyagaan sa paggising.
Pagiging responsable.
Ilan lang yan sa mga kailangan.


Gawin mo lahat.
Gawin ang dapat.


Matatapos mo yan.
Ngiti lang, huminga ng malalim,
Makakatungtong ka din sa entablado at tatanggap ng regalo,
Regalong hihigit pa sa lahat ng materyal na bagay na maibibigay ng mundo.

Behind the BARS.Ü

Ay, tsk hahaha. :> Nagulat ako.

Kasi naman, nung minsan, nakikitingin lang ako sa mga STOLEN PICS  ng Pup Main, captured by anonymous.

I keep on laughing because, I didn't expect myself posted as one of those stolen. Ü

I caught someone holding his cam, but I didn't knew "he" was the one capturing stolen pictures at the page. So, di ko lang pinansin, kasi I was having a conversation with Mico. Dumaan lang naman ako just to say Hi to them.

Then, as I opened my FB account, I got this noti saying that I was tagged at a picture sa PUP stolen shots, I really dont have any idea of what Im after. Suddenly, para kong lumubog sa kinauupuan ko. Hahahaha.

Bcuz, I am one of those na, na may story behind the captured moment. HAHAY.

Credits to PUP Stolen Shots.

SALUDO ko sa pagkuha niyo ng mga litrato ng palihim.Ü

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Haha, just wanna post something here, i really dunno what to put. I just want to open my account to check and what not. Hmn, anyways, I dunno if Im gonna have what they call, VACATION. Argh. Effin subjects. :( Dunno wer to start. :/ Hateeeeee it. Oh, btw. XD I didnt fail in math of investment subject. I really thought of failing. :| Thankful na ko sa pasang-awa. :> Though it wouldnt look soo impressive on my certificate of grades. Hay, I dont want to stress myself on thinking of it second by second. :( Whoooo, how I wish I could reset all of those failing subjects. :/ Amf. :( Aryt, cant think of any to put here na. Soooo, TC everyone.♥